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    7/20/2006

    All too often, we know exactly what we're doing.


    King David's Mind*

    By Edward Waters
    (Copyright © 12 August 1992)


    I think, perhaps, we do
           make our own torment in this life.
    Time is replete
           with
           victims of the cruelest pain
           who meet their fate
           or loss
           with faith and courage,
           even joy,
           and
           stewards of the greatest gifts
           who can but whine
           and rage
           for what they lack.
    Which fellowship is mine?
    My blessings
           pass my skill to count.
    My wealth surpasses gold.
    My eyes have seen, my ears have heard, my soul has touched
           more
           than most men can even dream.
    And yet,
           not for the first time,
           I stand upon a precipice,
           my back turned toward the Heights,
           and gaze on things below
           which would destroy me.

       

    [* II Samuel 11.2]

    David Covets Bathsheba (artist unknown)

    7/8/2006

    Sturdy walls hold well against both enemy and friend.

     

    The Poet in My Soul

    A Song by Edward Waters
    (Copyright © June 1991)


    It seems the older that this body gets to be,
    I grow less certain of the things that I see.
    When I was young my eyes were bright, my vision well defined;
    O can it be that I am going blind?
    Maybe it's just part of growing old;
    Maybe it's a faith that's growing cold;
    Or maybe youth has ever been too bold.
    Maybe it's the poet in my soul.

    I see a world of people yearning to know peace,
    Yet haunted by the ghosts of a past they won't release.
    They long for love, and yet they guard themselves as their own
    And so ensure they'll always be alone.
    Maybe it's their need to keep control;
    Maybe love is too much more to hold.
    Maybe I see more than can be told;
    Maybe it's the poet in my soul.

    Would that I could heal the fear I glimpse in the eyes,
    The heart that's hid beneath a smile of disguise;
    But sturdy walls hold well against both enemy and friend,
    And who can say who's conquered in the end?
    Maybe some hearts never can be whole;
    Maybe I should let this doom unfold;
    But something in me can't accept that role --
    Maybe it's the poet in my soul.

    With age I learn anew how to be bold;
    Maybe it's the poet in my soul.
     

    'The Bard' (painting by John Martin)